{"id":11768,"date":"2017-05-28T22:27:03","date_gmt":"2017-05-28T15:27:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/?p=11768"},"modified":"2017-05-29T13:12:52","modified_gmt":"2017-05-29T06:12:52","slug":"today-27-mei-kepahitan-jiwa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/?p=11768","title":{"rendered":"TODAY, 27 Mei: Kepahitan Jiwa"},"content":{"rendered":"<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1231\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1252\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\"><b id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1251\"><u id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1250\">Kepahitan Jiwa\u00a0<\/u><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1074\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1247\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Ada air mata yang menggenang di pelupuk matanya.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1229\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1228\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Air mata kesedihan dan dendam yang mendalam.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1232\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1256\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Dendam terhadap orangtuanya sendiri yang dianggapnya memperlakukan dirinya dengan amat tidak baik.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1258\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1257\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Saya terus mendengarkan, sambil takjub juga sesekali mendengar kisahnya.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1192\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1191\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">&#8220;Koq bisa? Koq ada ya, orang tua seperti itu?&#8221;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1189\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1188\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Saya tahu, dia sangat terluka.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1264\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1263\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Saya pun pernah merasakan perasaan yang sama, meskipun kasusnya berbeda.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1065\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1064\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Saya sangat sadar, pada mereka yang sudah mengalaminya, pasti ada kepahitan di jiwa&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1227\"><span style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Rasa geram, rasa dendam, rasa terluka parah.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Selalu menganggap tak ada orang yang mengerti dirinya&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Selalu mengira bahwa beban hidupnya adalah yang paling berat sedunia&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1076\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1075\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Mungkin seperti Ayub, pada suatu ketika di hidup ini, kita pernah berkata:<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>&#8220;Aku telah bosan hidup,<sup>\u00a0<\/sup>aku hendak melampiaskan keluhanku, aku hendak berbicara dalam kepahitan jiwaku.<\/b><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1056\"><b>&#8212; Ayub 10:1<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Tetapi sebagai hamba Kristus, hendaknya kita terbuka atas kasih-Nya&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1053\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1052\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Menyerahkan segala luka, kepahitan yang telah lama kita simpan di dalam dada&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1239\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1238\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Hanya DIA, ya hanya DIA yang mampu melepaskan kita dari dendam membara&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1246\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1245\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Dia mampu membalut kita dengan kasih setia-Nya.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1077\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1244\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Tak ada gunanya kita menggenggam erat luka&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1243\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1242\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Karena pada akhirnya, hanya sakit hati yang kita rasa&#8230;<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1267\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1266\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Percaya kepada Allah dan penyelenggaraan-Nya.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1241\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1240\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Percaya Dia mampu membalut segala kepahitan di jiwa.<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1268\"><span style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">Percaya dan terus percaya!<\/span><\/p>\n<p id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1269\"><span id=\"yui_3_15_0_2_1495984531375_1270\" style=\"font-family: Georgia,Garamond,Times New Roman,times,serif;\">(-fon-)\/Fonny Jodikin<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Sumber KatolikIndonesia@yahoogroups.com penulis Fonny Jodikin &lt;fjodikin@gmail.com&gt;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kepahitan Jiwa\u00a0 Ada air mata yang menggenang di pelupuk matanya. Air mata kesedihan dan dendam yang mendalam. Dendam terhadap orangtuanya sendiri yang dianggapnya memperlakukan dirinya dengan amat tidak baik. Saya terus mendengarkan, sambil takjub&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10801,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-11768","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-referensi"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/01\/natal-2017.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11768","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11768"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11768\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11769,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11768\/revisions\/11769"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/10801"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11768"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11768"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katolikindonesia.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11768"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}